A lunatic's prayer

Gee I've been away too long
Glee me, joy me
for I am back
The grass IS greener on the other side
but the air is sweeter here this time
now lets cut to the chase
"Who cut the damn cheese?"

But Sir, says I, I am not crazy
I am not delisuonal
I am fine
I am fine, Sam Iam
And I adore rotten eggs
and salted pork parts

                              -JPA (back from rehab muajajajajaja)

Welcome to my Masquerade

Half a face stares back at you,

Half a truth, Half a life.

Empty souls fill this petty zoo,

Empty veins seek a knife.

As the glass drains and the senses numb,

The paper face claims a heart.

The last hope will succumb,

The mirror double will play its part.

With the light on stage

and the public mask,

no mistake can be made

through this tedious task.

The Angel weeps, the Devil grins,

the Phantom sleeps through the silent screams.

The Midnight bell’s toll

Signals the breaking charm.

Like a cursed scroll,

Sends the maiden into harm.

~Haruki

To be continued, maybe.

Insomnia

More than resting my body and my soul

i wish to sleep

to get in to a separate reality,

That far away from being ficticious, is divinity on phase,

where you may reach heaven, any time at day.

Turn off the lights, so the darkness clothes my sight.

hurry up before they decide to leave.

i don't want insomnia to stay with me.

Dont disturb me while i am counting the sheeps.

They cant stay on here, they comming with me.

Dont you ever dare to kill the beautiful state,

when my eyes are moving faster than the light you see,

because that only means, i have reached the prohibited garden,

i wanted to go with you last night and we couldn't reach together.

So there i may be, lending a humanoid

all the thoughts you have imprint on me

There's where i think we get to a godlike rate,

when i create life, eventhough is fake.

when i create those lands and flowers planted arround my feet

everything is so beautiful and perfect.

I just want to sleep.

Yesterday became today (again)

And yesterday i waited for tomorrow,

which sadly became today,

waiting for something that could make up for the feelings

that were breaking inside there..

Your soft words kissed my ears

could've been a dream

i was happy to hear

Indeed, was reality, your voice calling me.

But at the end of today,

i just wanted you gone, (or at least I thought so)

to start all over again,

wait up for tomorrow, stop it right there,

just like yesterday

but i see,

day after day,

some tears running down my face,

blinding my eyes to see you

Weather there’s a good reason, weather there’s non

And As soon as you start to dematerialize from my arms

My heart screams in pain, (because i dont really mean to)

because I need you here to hold

I need you,

and I need you so much.

But I can’t stand the fightings,

Those times

where we disconnect from the other,

until the moment when I scream

Stay!

When our hearts connects on a rush again,

Getting hit by confused emotions

And begins to hurt, more than it already did.

Crying for me is easy, has become an habit in my life,

But a tear in your eye, is worth a thousand of mines.

there’s my mistake, our mistake,

That is an endless cycle, that needs to get brake

You are my comfort, the reason I wake up for,

The why I keep trying, and don’t give up.

And theres one point where you will get me

Running back to the start, trying to reset all I did and said

I am sorry. I wish you were here, besides me on my bed

So I could let the life just go by, and forget about all the world.

Christopher, all I want and need, is you my love.

And I know I wont loose you, because we belong together.

So always remember, "Forever, isnt enought"

Miles Militis

Quod sterilis perdo
When everything is lost
Is perdo per veneratio
Lose it whith honor
Is perdo per dignitas
Lose it with courage
Non umquam concedo
Never give in
Non umquam secedo
Never pull back
Feud nex mortis
Fight to the death
Deus est felix
For God is happy
Per vestri dignitas
With your courage
 
                         -JpA

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Love sick, love wrecked, anxious to hold you
Injected into your skin, smoked deeply
Little crystal doll falls deep into a hole
She's breaking into pieces, infected, inlove
Go-go-go gorgeous acid prince, he's venom
He-he he's given her an earthquake tremble
Something I can't control much longer
He's given her love, so dangerous it's pathetic
It's my metamphetamine, cold strong rush
I dance, I fantasize, the sky entangled in me
Pretty doll, keep on twirling, don't stop
Make this last, use this time to analyze
This trance which gives your porcelain skin a rest
While the doll keeps moving gently, her soul explodes
They have become one, the chemicals have blend
Light will come, the rising sun of the wicked east
And we will learn our deffects, this addiction
The bottles, pills and syringes on the ground
And nature killing us with its morbid grudge
That we were not meant for this life, the love of drug
The passion of men who've destroyed her soul
And so the doll became stone, overdozed by amour
Quenching and aching inside her wripped heart
Longing for her prince, her one addiction, love

by psychedelle

B-DAY ALE!

Brag
but don't be a drag
the world needs to know
'bout what you have to show
lets party
lets bring in the whole county
lets have a blast
and shake off the past
all I'm trying to say is
Happy Birthday Ale
your presence in the pipeline is bliss

                                                    -PLML

No more lies

I am a terrible son
a worse boyfriend
a bad brother
a horrible friend
the worst student
a bad man
I don't deserve life
or your grief
not even your pitty
I am a guitarist
a musician and artist
a poet...
I always have been
I always will be
and I am terrible at that too

                                  -enough of this JPA bullshit... Pedro Luis Moreno Lammoglia

A light at evil for the sake of laughing

In this, the darkest of shadows
you're a light that burns bright
though you are just a candle
you burn brightest
and you burn the most
I smirk, gleefully,
for I see the light
one second
another smirk
I blow on the candle
I laugh

                              -JPA

The Alchemist's Secret

The Beduins have spoken
in a night forever broken
Shaken
They travel with the sacred ore
a maiden's book of long lost lore
Adore
The bread, bed and wine they share
with those who pretend to care
Dare
They reach the destination due
Their faces, skin and hands are blue
True
And if they have not yet forgotten
the promeses they bring are broken
spoken
They might just make it out well
for life if as wrong as it's swell
Dwell
Forevermore

                         - The rather inconsequential individual aptly named JPA

RSBD

Red rolls radiant
Strings sting sadly
Burning blocks of blue
Dull dead dangers
'Round the rocky road
Steel sounds sandy
Bubbles break buildings
Dead ducks dangle

                 -That Freak Known As JPA

ghosts and ghouls

I've opened up a door
a window
just for fun
to let in ghosts
and ghouls
yeah! you better run

                      -JPA

The Monday Poet

“Estos poemas son simples frases de estados de amor escritos en pocos días hace ya algún tiempo. No es, pues, tan pequeño volumen obra literaria, ni lo pretende. Apenas si se atreve a ser una de las tantas lágrimas caídas de los ojos humanos”.

Cuadrados y ángulos

Casas enfiladas, casas enfiladas,
casas enfiladas.
Cuadrados, cuadrados, cuadrados.
Casas enfiladas.
Las gentes ya tienen el alma cuadrada,
ideas en fila
y ángulo en la espalda.
Yo misma he vertido ayer una lágrima,
Dios mío, cuadrada

-Alfonsina Storni

A term for longing

It's funny how life changes.
Years ago, a little girl always clad in pink,
would shut her eyes tightly and wish
to open them in a distant place.

Tonight she closes her eyes and wishes to be there again,
where her door is on the other side, and she is just a few steps away.

A constant desire,
an eternal longing,
for something that's never there.

Yeehaw!!

Little Ol'
Jimmy Kane
they say 'round
went insane
Little Ol'
Gordon Ace
they tell 'round
blew off his face

Big Ol'
Billy Kane
that'd be the daddy
of Jimmy Kane
Got Big Ol'
Sheriff Blaze
to go a'huntin'
Gordon Ace

Big Ol'
Sheriff Blaze
Turned on
his Chevrolet
to go a'huntin'
Gordon Ace

They both fell
into the fields
The ones next to
Betty Feel's
They got to fighting
boy they did
'til Gordon Ace
got to bleed
Then Sheriff blaze
took him in
And up in county
Gordon is
Right next to
the loony bin
where you can find
Little Ol'
Jimmy Kane
That'd be the son
of Billy Kane
YEEEHAW!

             -JPA... gone redneck