Things Mothers Say

Brush your teeth after eating, I know you haven’t.
Eat the vegetables too, carrots are good for your eye sight,
Broccoli will clean your colon way better than chocolate and gummies will
Be good at school, don’t tease your classmates and do your homework
Play fair, and tell the truth,
Don’t be mean to people, you don’t wanna hurt their feelings
You never know what they can do to you.

When you walk out the house, walk with your head down
Don’t look up, and dont stare,
You never know who you’re looking at
Don’t say this, and don’t say that, and don’t say what your father works at
Don’t say how much money you have, and if asked, say a few spare change
You should not even talk about money in the first place
Watch out where you’re walking by
Don’t get in their way, don’t run into them, just don’t run into strangers when you walk
If you hear gun shots throw yourself to the floor right away, and as I said before, don’t look up

If you get caught...God forbid you get caught

What have I told you about looking too good? Don’t put on that watch, it looks new.
When we’re on the car look at all the sides of streets and lock the doors first thing once we’re all inside
And if you see big or fancy cars don’t stare at the drivers, as I said before, you never know who you’re looking at.
If you hear gun shots try to get under the seat, don’t let them see your head through the window
Before you walk out the house look at both sides of the street and across, make sure no mysterious cars are parked outside.
If you’re gonna go play outside...I’m sorry, you can’t, just stay home today...
Don’t play with fake guns, God forbid someone thinks they’re real

I know you wanna go out, but you can’t
Don’t hate me, I’m protecting you
Someday you’ll understand.

The Claymore

Suddenly I see my hands
laying on the barren sands
a reflection upon the shiny steel
an extention of my will
so powerful it cuts
so soothing it cuts
enraged and krass
gracious but, alas
no poison is less bitter
and no death can come quicker

                                       -JPA

Omega

I created a day without night
and it was good
then came man
and it was good
then came God
and it was man
I created a night without day

                           JPA

The Beginning

And it's over, now
before it began again
I do wonder who you are
                         -JPA

Persefone (Revised)

Erase una vez
una mujer
Siempre es una mujer
siempre debe de serlo
El cristal solo es traslucido
Si lo ve una mujer
La roca solo es solida
Si la toca una mujer
No había más que esta mujer
y todos la amaban,

y todos la adoraban

solo ella curaba
solo ella amaba
Ella era todo
Para todos
Y para ella
no era nada
Pobre de ella
No sabia que
El viento solo sopla
Cuando lleva el beso de una dama
El sol solo alumbra
Si la despierta en su cama
Acaso no sabia que
El primer rayo de luz
fue mujer
El primer calor de fuego
fue mujer
El primer y último suspiro
fue mujer
y no se diga mas
por que no hay mas, que las damas
y esta dama en particular
sabía al Bardo recitar
y lo hacia sin musitar.
Para ella era como rezar
El alma descansar
La mente echar a volar
Esa mente que tan bien savia amar
 también solía soñar
Y ella era todo
Y ella no era nada
¿Por qué cuento su historia?
¿Por qué se debe saber?
Por que no hay azúcar más dulce
No hay viento más suave
No hay estrella más brillante
No hay armadura más resistente
Que una mujer
No hay que demostrar
La historia de esta fémina es igual a todas
Anastasia Fernanda Laura Marta
Dominique Giovanna Susana
Angelina Alejandra Miranda Ana
Cristina Teresa María
Ella, Aquella, La, Una, Todas, Ninguna
Ver Café
Negro
Azul
Verde
Dorado
Para ver todo y para no ver nada
Castaño, Rubio, Rojo, Blanco,
Los blandía todos y no blandía ninguno
Ella
Ellas
Sabían que
La seda solo es tersa y gentil
Sobre la piel de una mujer
El agua solo corre
Sobre los labios de una mujer
La rosa solo florece
Para adornar a una mujer
La luna solo aparece
Entre las lágrimas de una mujer
…Su belleza…
Son únicas
y cada una es igual
Magas, hechiceras, hadas
Se sabe
Y se sabe bien que todas las lenguas
Del mundo
Las invento una mujer
J’t adore
Ti voglio bene
I love you
Ich liebe dich
Te amo
Las invento un ente femenino
Para saber que decir
Cuando decirlo
Por que decirlo
Perfume de mujer
Aroma celestial
Vainilla dulce
Cítrico fresco
Mi bella diva
Mi bella donna
Sei molto dolce
Sei molto attraenti
All the melancholy of the world
All the sadness in the world
Only a woman can hold
Ella es todo
Y ella no es nada
Era la musa
Era la diva
Era divina
Era pasiva
Su dolor es todo
Su dolor es felicidad
Su dolor es tristeza
Su dolor es añoranza
….una mujer
…. Siempre una mujer
….Siempre debe de serlo.

                                  -JPA

A lunatic's prayer

Gee I've been away too long
Glee me, joy me
for I am back
The grass IS greener on the other side
but the air is sweeter here this time
now lets cut to the chase
"Who cut the damn cheese?"

But Sir, says I, I am not crazy
I am not delisuonal
I am fine
I am fine, Sam Iam
And I adore rotten eggs
and salted pork parts

                              -JPA (back from rehab muajajajajaja)

Welcome to my Masquerade

Half a face stares back at you,

Half a truth, Half a life.

Empty souls fill this petty zoo,

Empty veins seek a knife.

As the glass drains and the senses numb,

The paper face claims a heart.

The last hope will succumb,

The mirror double will play its part.

With the light on stage

and the public mask,

no mistake can be made

through this tedious task.

The Angel weeps, the Devil grins,

the Phantom sleeps through the silent screams.

The Midnight bell’s toll

Signals the breaking charm.

Like a cursed scroll,

Sends the maiden into harm.

~Haruki

To be continued, maybe.

Insomnia

More than resting my body and my soul

i wish to sleep

to get in to a separate reality,

That far away from being ficticious, is divinity on phase,

where you may reach heaven, any time at day.

Turn off the lights, so the darkness clothes my sight.

hurry up before they decide to leave.

i don't want insomnia to stay with me.

Dont disturb me while i am counting the sheeps.

They cant stay on here, they comming with me.

Dont you ever dare to kill the beautiful state,

when my eyes are moving faster than the light you see,

because that only means, i have reached the prohibited garden,

i wanted to go with you last night and we couldn't reach together.

So there i may be, lending a humanoid

all the thoughts you have imprint on me

There's where i think we get to a godlike rate,

when i create life, eventhough is fake.

when i create those lands and flowers planted arround my feet

everything is so beautiful and perfect.

I just want to sleep.

Yesterday became today (again)

And yesterday i waited for tomorrow,

which sadly became today,

waiting for something that could make up for the feelings

that were breaking inside there..

Your soft words kissed my ears

could've been a dream

i was happy to hear

Indeed, was reality, your voice calling me.

But at the end of today,

i just wanted you gone, (or at least I thought so)

to start all over again,

wait up for tomorrow, stop it right there,

just like yesterday

but i see,

day after day,

some tears running down my face,

blinding my eyes to see you

Weather there’s a good reason, weather there’s non

And As soon as you start to dematerialize from my arms

My heart screams in pain, (because i dont really mean to)

because I need you here to hold

I need you,

and I need you so much.

But I can’t stand the fightings,

Those times

where we disconnect from the other,

until the moment when I scream

Stay!

When our hearts connects on a rush again,

Getting hit by confused emotions

And begins to hurt, more than it already did.

Crying for me is easy, has become an habit in my life,

But a tear in your eye, is worth a thousand of mines.

there’s my mistake, our mistake,

That is an endless cycle, that needs to get brake

You are my comfort, the reason I wake up for,

The why I keep trying, and don’t give up.

And theres one point where you will get me

Running back to the start, trying to reset all I did and said

I am sorry. I wish you were here, besides me on my bed

So I could let the life just go by, and forget about all the world.

Christopher, all I want and need, is you my love.

And I know I wont loose you, because we belong together.

So always remember, "Forever, isnt enought"

Miles Militis

Quod sterilis perdo
When everything is lost
Is perdo per veneratio
Lose it whith honor
Is perdo per dignitas
Lose it with courage
Non umquam concedo
Never give in
Non umquam secedo
Never pull back
Feud nex mortis
Fight to the death
Deus est felix
For God is happy
Per vestri dignitas
With your courage
 
                         -JpA

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Love sick, love wrecked, anxious to hold you
Injected into your skin, smoked deeply
Little crystal doll falls deep into a hole
She's breaking into pieces, infected, inlove
Go-go-go gorgeous acid prince, he's venom
He-he he's given her an earthquake tremble
Something I can't control much longer
He's given her love, so dangerous it's pathetic
It's my metamphetamine, cold strong rush
I dance, I fantasize, the sky entangled in me
Pretty doll, keep on twirling, don't stop
Make this last, use this time to analyze
This trance which gives your porcelain skin a rest
While the doll keeps moving gently, her soul explodes
They have become one, the chemicals have blend
Light will come, the rising sun of the wicked east
And we will learn our deffects, this addiction
The bottles, pills and syringes on the ground
And nature killing us with its morbid grudge
That we were not meant for this life, the love of drug
The passion of men who've destroyed her soul
And so the doll became stone, overdozed by amour
Quenching and aching inside her wripped heart
Longing for her prince, her one addiction, love

by psychedelle

B-DAY ALE!

Brag
but don't be a drag
the world needs to know
'bout what you have to show
lets party
lets bring in the whole county
lets have a blast
and shake off the past
all I'm trying to say is
Happy Birthday Ale
your presence in the pipeline is bliss

                                                    -PLML

No more lies

I am a terrible son
a worse boyfriend
a bad brother
a horrible friend
the worst student
a bad man
I don't deserve life
or your grief
not even your pitty
I am a guitarist
a musician and artist
a poet...
I always have been
I always will be
and I am terrible at that too

                                  -enough of this JPA bullshit... Pedro Luis Moreno Lammoglia

A light at evil for the sake of laughing

In this, the darkest of shadows
you're a light that burns bright
though you are just a candle
you burn brightest
and you burn the most
I smirk, gleefully,
for I see the light
one second
another smirk
I blow on the candle
I laugh

                              -JPA

The Alchemist's Secret

The Beduins have spoken
in a night forever broken
Shaken
They travel with the sacred ore
a maiden's book of long lost lore
Adore
The bread, bed and wine they share
with those who pretend to care
Dare
They reach the destination due
Their faces, skin and hands are blue
True
And if they have not yet forgotten
the promeses they bring are broken
spoken
They might just make it out well
for life if as wrong as it's swell
Dwell
Forevermore

                         - The rather inconsequential individual aptly named JPA